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Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in what was given to me by my parents' LiveJournal:

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Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
8:23 am
lost and found
where,oh,where has my hazel gone?

Current Mood: curious
8:19 am
so right its scary...well except the singing bit...but whatever!

Your Birthdate: July 3

Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life.

The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.

There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude.

You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression.

Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.

You are energetic and always a good conversationalist.

You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters.

You are affectionate and loving, but sometimes too sensitive.

You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

Current Mood: suddenly feel almost sad..hmm?
Sunday, July 31st, 2005
6:18 pm
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
its been awhile kids.

so not much is going on. I got massivly sick...again, my ears and jaw is all fucked up. Oh well - im doing better though, its kinda cool cuz of being ive lost like almost 20 lbs. Not that getting sick is the way to lose weight or anything lol.
After getting sick, i have been working like constantly. I feel horrible b/c it seems like I am not seeing my friends as much and like im ignoring them but im working all these hours and then when im not working im exhausted and trying to sleep. But this week should be more back to normal - which is good.
Not anything else to really add - People from work have decided to liek band together to find me a boyfriend lol - I met one guy yesterday at this carnival thing I helped out with - he was so cute. Then Im supposed to be meeting another guy like next week. I dunno. Its so cute though cuz they are determined to find me someone lol.
Last tues. Kel came back from Nebraska and Lauren and I drove to Tampa to pick her up and Lauren was gonna drive back in my car well we leave the airport and somehow lauren managed to be going north toward orlando and we needed to go south to get home - so we got off the highway and the exit happend to be downtown tampa which happend to be under construction so we couldnt find the way to get back on to the south highway (its like 1230 am while this is happening) and we had to like flag a car down and he showed us how to get back on - he was super nice. lol it was an interesting adventure. Although it seems scary at the time i love things like that b/c they turn into the best memories. ahh..sorry got mushy there for a moment. well thats all i have time to write right now - so till next time.
chao...<-- im so friggin dorky.

Current Mood: dorky
Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
1:39 pm
are these a form a narcissism?
Birthday:July 3
Birthplace:Wheatridge, CO
Current Location:P.C. - FL
Eye Color:green/gold/hazel
Hair Color:brownish reddish
Right Handed or Left Handed:Im a leftie!!
Your Heritage:Italian, Sicilian
The Shoes You Wore Today:Green FlipFlops
Your Weakness:pasta, animals, cigarettes
Your Fears:tsunami's, the ocean, death, pain
Your Perfect Pizza:light if not no sauce with cheese and pepperoni
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Not fuck something up hardcore. lol
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:what time is it, is it raining, why is dusty crying? had those thoughts all at once. lol
Your Best Physical Feature:my hair
Your Bedtime:after 7 am (i work the graveyard shift)
Your Most Missed Memory:being with my nonna
Pepsi or Coke:diet coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:BK
Single or Group Dates:uh i dunno
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:strawberry
Cappuccino or Coffee:latte
Do you Smoke:yep
Do you Swear:every damn day
Do you Sing:lol i try...
Do you Shower Daily:yep - are there ppl that dont?
Have you Been in Love:i thought so
Do you want to go to College:yes someday i will finish it.
Do you want to get Married:yes
Do you belive in yourself:somedays
Do you get Motion Sickness:only on like turning things like the tiltawhirl and the gravitron
Do you think you are Attractive:my face is, not the rest of me
Are you a Health Freak:heh....you cannot be talkin to me!
Do you get along with your Parents:my mom yes, my dad somedays lol
Do you like Thunderstorms:love em
Do you play an Instrument:piano - a little
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yep
In the past month have you Smoked:cigarettes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:ew
In the past month have you been on Stage:nope
In the past month have you been Dumped:nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:uh no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:no
Ever been Drunk:yep
Ever been called a Tease:nope
Ever been Beaten up:nope
Ever Shoplifted:nope
How do you want to Die:quickly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:dream job is FBI profiler
What country would you most like to Visit:Italy,, England
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:brown
Favourite Hair Color:brown
Short or Long Hair:short
Weight:dont care
Best Clothing Style:punkish
Number of Drugs I have taken:just 1
Number of CDs I own:a fuck load
Number of Piercings:6, i think
Number of Tattoos:1
Number of things in my Past I Regret:a couple, not many but enough.


Current Mood: bored
Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
2:57 am
I *love* people!!! ...grumbles and kicks a rock....
Have you ever been so busy you barely sleep and are always surrounded by people but yet feel so alone and lonely it breaks your fuckin heart. I do. It sucks! Dont get me wrong, Im not unhappy with any of the people I spend my time with and Im not necassarily saying I want a boyfriend - Im just saying I feel alone. Eh, maybe its just me, I am always unhappy with life, I could win the lottery tomorrow and still find something to bitch about. I KNOW sooo many people have it 10 xs worse than me and I am grateful for all that I have but it sucks not being able to share it with anyone. youknowhatimean?

Ive just been getting very irritable lately - its like eating at me b/c I know im just irritable and its not like anybody is doinf anything wrong but i find myself just wanting to scream sometimes. ugh. being a girl sucks...or maybe its just me lol.

ps Hazel,Alex and Especially David...I am so sorry to hear what happend. Your in my thoughts!

Current Mood: grumpy
Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
8:58 am
I needed you more- When we wanted us less- I could not kiss just regress
morning kids.

i woke up at like 6 fucking am!!

im addicted to old school 90s shows again. lol i live off of the cosby show! im such a geek.

anyway, yesterday kel and i went to venice to see shaun. twas fun, not very exciting though! theres not a whole lot to do. i have to work tonight. im gonna be mad tired. theres really nothing to report. everything the same as usual.
no fucking money
my car is about to die and i can get it fixed but then how would i get to work and what not. blah.
i ate capn crunch this morning.
what an exciting life i lead.

Current Mood: awake
Friday, June 10th, 2005
6:36 pm
why me...why does it always happen to me???
well not much to say really.

i really dont ever have anything new to say.

i have yet ANOTHER ear infection...im getting them like every other week now. Well kel dyed my hair and when she was rinsing the dye out some water went directly into my ear so i think that maybe what happend. it sucks getting them so often. they hurt liek a mother....

so besides being in excrutiatin pain, yet again lol not much else is going on. Went to a coworkers wedding this past sunday. twas fun. hung out with hazel and saw katie at work.

I am sooooooooooo ready for vacation only like 2 more weeks and 3 days..yay!

My lil bros bday was wed. i feel so old now. oh well...well i dont feel like writing any more...so i will be off.

Current Mood: sore
Thursday, May 26th, 2005
11:40 pm
our shenanigans are cheeky and fun...
well kids, havent had much time to update lately. i work alot. but im not complaining cuz for the first time ever i have $$

went and saw star wars.
not until after the movie when i was humming the theme and talking like YODA did i realize that i am actually a star wars geek. haha but its all good. hazel and i are so going to see the lion,the witch and the wardrobe.
not too much else has been going on, i have an ear infection, it hurts and i cant hear and my job is answering phones - you figure that out.

well im gonna go...do something else....lol

Current Mood: geeky, i am
Thursday, May 5th, 2005
9:36 am
Even the best fall down sometimes. Even the stars refuse to shine.
sooo...the paste few days/weeks have been very interesting and crazy.

not enough hours in the day.

well tuesday was mucho fun. Lauren, Kelly and I went to the beach at 11 and came back to p.c at 2ish and had lunch and picked up andy and shaun and then we went back to the beach at like 330 and we had good times. Andy and I buried shaun in the sand, we all played in the ocean and it was fun and games unitl...dun dun duuuun...i thought i stepped on a rock but then the "rock" started to pinch down and then i realized some sea creature was attacking me!! Im pretty sure it was a crab - yes katie a crab attacked me! - but anyway my toe started to bleed and what not. At first I thought it might of been a stingray because in the water it stung cuz the crab ripped the skin so the salt water made it sting but anyway, Andy offered to pee on it for me - i told him i was good. After that we went back to pc...got changed and showered up and then we all went to dinner and we went back to laurens house and partied. we all drank way toooo much. it was a fun day but somehow it ended with my like crying and freaking out lol. Thats the first time I ever became one of those "emotional" drunks lol. never again. Then since we partied on tues. night the boys had to go to work the next day at like 6 am so they were massively hungover and Andy ended up not going in and Shaun went to work but somehow the boss found out he was hungover and fired him..yeah not cool. Well anyway lauren, kel and I feel really bad. It was kinda our fault cuz lauren had the idea to party and drink and we wouldnt let the poor guy go to sleep so i feel really bad. MAybe I should make him a card or something lol but i dont think hallmark makes a sorry I got you fired card. They should. Anyway work called and woke me up like an hour ago and im still sleepy but i told work I would call them back at 1030 ...its like i need to the $$ and the hours but im soo tired lol. oh well we shall see.

i need a shower boys and girls.
i will go do that.

Current Mood: sleepy
Monday, May 2nd, 2005
5:18 am
when everything feels like the movies, you bleed just to know youre alive...
sorry i have not been able to write...we were getting our house tiles so we had to unplug the pc and what not.

anyway...i got a job and have been working there for the past couple of weeks and i really like it. I like MOST of the people there and stuff but since i work the graveyard shift it screws up my schedule so its hard to see some of my buddies. Like hazel and Katie...i miss you guys! Anyway since I wont be in training anymore I will have a more normal schedule so it will be all good. Not much to write about...lots of exciting stuff happening though, kel graduates from college in a month or so and my brother finishes middle school and turns 14 this year, lauren and I and my mom and bro are gonna go to MI for a little this summer. I cant wait. yay! hmm what else..i cant think of a fuckin thing. i really wanna go to the beach but we tried last week and got ripped open because it was too windy and the sand burns going across your face at high winds so this week will be better.everyone else has exciting shit to talk about but not me lol. whether its happy or sad - its still stuff to write about - i got nothing. lol. oh well -

Current Mood: geeky
Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
8:35 am
If love was red then she was color-blind
lots been going on - not much time to sit down and go on the net now.
plus i have been at my dads house for a couple of days so the tile guys could finish the house. I wanna go home and sleep in my bed in my house with my animals. grr. oh well
well I started ANOTHER new job but this one is going really well - this is probably the best job I have ever had..my supervisor is really cool and we seem to get along really well. fun fun
any way last weeked was AWESOME.
friday night was katie suprise party (note to other: katie is the worst person to try and suprise b/c she peeks and gets mean with you when you try and kidnap her) we went to hazels moms house and we drank and had awesome chili that hazel made and of course we drank (i am turning into quite the alchie j/k) and then we went the celtic ray and this one dude tried to make out with everyone - someone denied so he would just turn to the person next to them and ask them to make out - he was like 40 yrs old and it was just gross but funny. Lauren fell and also felt the need to show everyone her underwear then on sat i hung out with kelly and we went to wal mart and stuff - so all and all this has been a good week. Now watch - i have just jinxed myself lol. well i need sleep - night. yes i am just now going to bed at 8:45 am...lol

Current Mood: jubilant
Thursday, April 14th, 2005
3:41 pm
Vengeance from the grave, Kills the people he once saved

so life...its actually ok right now. I lost the other job already well actually the found someone else better in a record breaking one day. I am doing good. Well i have a 2nd interview with this one place so hopefully they like me lol. This week has been fucking crazy. busy busy.
Tues - went to Ft Myers to see lauren - Wed. Hazel and I went on a shopping spree at the most white trash places ever...today Lauren is gonna be here and we are gonna meet up with hazel and alex for a little and then i think were gonna hang out with Kelly for a lil too.
Like I said busy busy
but the best night had to be Mon. night - with Kate and Hazel and Alex and me all drinking = good times. Whats said is that we all broke out into disney songs and ALEX know more Little Mermaid lyrics than I DO!! Thats saying something.
Last night = greatnes...we saw part of this movie and it was hilarious -i thougt it was any way it was called "hard rock zombies" it was made in the 80s so the lead character has this long 80s hair band mullet and its about this "hard rock" band and this sadistic family led by hitler kills them - but the best part is like all of a sudden you see two ppl humping and you realize its old people!! then theses 2 midgets appear and ask the old ppl (the old ppl are hitler and his wife and they are the midgets grandparents!!!!) if they can watch and hitler is like you vant to vatch me frutentarg!! and the midgets are like please grandpa please!! its so gross - but its hilarious that someone actually thought it up and put in a movie. Whats worse is that the movie we were watching is NOT in anyway a porn or dirty movie - Hazel and I got it at WALGREENS!!!!!!
Monday, April 11th, 2005
2:08 am
"Tell her..Bitch Be Cool!"
so I am like watching one of the best movies ever - pulp fiction all by myself and it gets to the part where Mia just od's and Vince puts the adrenaline shot in her and afterward they have this heart to heart moment and she says the corniest fucking joke ever - well of course it being me and even thought I have seen this movie a number of times for some reason this particular evening i thought the joke was hilarious. keep in mind i have no drugs or alcohol in my system..maybe its just the boredom

the joke...
One day there are 3 tomatoes walking across the street - a papa tomatoe, a mama tomatoe and a baby tomatoe and while walking the baby tomatoe starts lagging so the papa gets mad and gos over and squishes the baby tomatoe and yells "ketchup"

see its not at all funny but i thought it was. I also cried watching Disneys "brother bear" cartoon movie earlier so we cant really go by me. I think its from being sick and shit like being all emotional ...blah.

just thought I would share since i have no else to talk too lol.

Current Mood: amused
Sunday, April 10th, 2005
3:55 pm
What if we all lived under the weather...
Well kids Ive got some bad news...

i have set a new record. in ONE day someone has terminated my employment. I just dont get it. I seriously am not doing ne thing wrong. I was supposed to observe her so all i did was watch her at her desk for 8 hours, I was polite, I sat there for 8 hours and never once asked for a cigarette break (8 hours no cigarette = a very nuerotic gina lol) but i didnt mention it or ask for one or even let her see how neurotic i was going. I EVEN TOOK FUCKING NOTES!!!! what.the.fuck?!

ah well the never ending search continues...like for serious i should prolly start paying people to hire me.

bah humbug

anyway...i braided katies hair last night she looked pimp. Hazel and I felt like shite. I went therought this massive freak out - where i was puking and my body was like convulsing and no Dr. would give me my damn medicine! I finally got it and i feel better. still wobbly. well ui have to go see my grandma. fun fun
l8er days

Current Mood: sore
Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
11:40 pm
I could be an accident but I'm still trying....
^good song...very emo
Fall Out Boy "Grand Theft Autumn (where is your boy)" acoustic

Anyway, guess who got a job! yeah thats right me...again! Only this time Ima keep it...i hope! lol. I am so excited - i dont hate the job AND i get lots of money well more than Im used too anyway. Nothing else has really happend since then..never got to see Sin City, realized i need to seriously stop smoking, and I need to tan and get serious about my health issues and I know that like every other entry I write is typically like I need to get serious or get a job but I figure i finally have a good job and I plan on doing everything in my power to keep it, and right now I feel good. I feel like things are maybe starting to fall in place now. So i figure one step at a time - Ima focus on work right now, then Ima get serious about losing weight and then I gonna quit smoking.

Dude- I am so serious about getting my shit together I even bought a $10 organizer/planner so i keep my Dr appts and work schedule and notes together so i dont fuck up shit this time!! yeah thats right I am THAT serious. I seriously serious, right Katie? heres the sad part - I actually love my little planner...ive filled out all the shit and the calendar...im such a geek.

Current Mood: <-- its me with a job!!
Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
11:53 pm
I've been cautious with the words I extend, Allow this year before the world starts to end
So this week has been different, interesting and fun but different.

I hung out with Hazel alot, and got to see her new shop and me, katie, hazel, holly (hazels sister) and hazels mom all sat around and most of us got drunk and it was just fun. Katie is hilarious - and Katie wasnt drunk! We even got all philosphical at one point. Discussing the universe and what not. Holly had never heard of the Bermuda Triangle and she kept asking me what it was but the best part was like ok - so these islands make a square? lol. Then alex and her dad kept scaring us. I got 2 really good interviews and one person asked me to come to work for them but i have one more interview then i will make my decision. Lauren and I have been hanging out alot as well...she hasnt had a great week so I have been with her trying to cheer her up and then her brother birthday party was saturday night and Lauren got tipsy and we got to see the babies and it was all good Friday afternoon - I went to lunch and shopping with Lauren and Suzie which was cool becuase I hadnt seen Suzie since before August. It was just great to see them and hang out with them together and be like old times. Tonight I hung out with Hazel and her mom and Holly and tomorrow I think me, hazel and alex and holly are gonna go see Sin City. I REALLY want to see that damn movie.

katie - remember to turn the pope lights on in rememberance.

Current Mood: good times all around!!!
Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
1:04 am
wave now good bye
absolutly adore this song <3 <3

MAE This Time Is The Last Time lyrics

Save yourself.

Because the only thing that matters

is that you get away from the pain

and the thought of losing your mind.

Don't blame yourself.

It was everyone around you who made you act this way.

There's the stage and your chance to watch it go down.

Don't fake yourself into ever, ever thinking about yesterday.

That was then, this is now. Don't call it undone.

Don't take what you've been dealt.

You can exit out the back and make your getaway

before anyone can see the damage you have done.

This time is the last time so be here, here now.

This time is the last time. Somehow make it through.

State your case. You've got everyone's attention.

What can you say? Thanks or forget what you've been given.

Take your place. Do you think that you deserve the best of everything?

We don't get why you're here. Can you figure it out?

This time is the last time so be here, here now.

You've got to get away.

Oh, I get lost in the thought of losing you.

You've got to get away. I know it's a dream but it must be true.

Wave now goodbye. It's the lesson that you've been given.

You can always move on to better things.

This time is the last time so be here, but be here now.

This time is the last time somehow.

This time is the last time so be here, but be here now.

This time is the last time. Somehow make it through.

Current Mood: drained
Thursday, March 17th, 2005
12:12 pm
an Irish Ode...
Happy St Patty Day to all.

The goat is green today! Im not irish nor do i celebrate st patricks day - the thought of someone pinching me scares me. But to those that do - have a good one - yes im talking to you KELLY! hehe

Current Mood: got job interview in 45 min!!
Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
10:16 pm
This Night is Wild...So Calm and Dull...These Hearts they Race from Self Control
hmm...lets see....

Not much going on...
went to the beach on Sat. = GOOD TIMES
only half of my body got sun though - not sure how that happened but one side is nice and tan now and the other is pasty as ever. My dad gave me a temp job organizing his shit for him and I have a 2nd interview with someone tomorrow *crosses fingers*

im am so fucking tired. its like i want to go to sleep but then it will be time to get up and blah blah blah...

I started a trend on LJ - everyone did this survey I put up - and Hazel it WAS an email first - then i put it in LJ so you need to calm down lol hazel = funny <3

im listening to usher right now (shhh dont tell,ok?!?) what??? its a catchy tune...yeah,yeah,yeah,yeah

Current Mood: why AM I listening to usher??
Monday, March 14th, 2005
9:51 am
1. What time is it? 951am

2. Name as it appears on birth certificate: Gina Louise Stephenson

3. Nicknames: Beans, G, Gina Beana, Miss Migillicotti(my dad- dont ask)

4. Piercing): all together a total of 6

5. Eye color: Green/hazel/brown

6. Place of birth: Wheatridge, CO.

7. Favorite food: Italian

8. Ever been to Africa? No

9. Ever been toilet papering? No

10. In love right now? No

11. Love someone so much it made you cry? Yes

12. Been in a car accident? yep

13. Croutons or bacon bits? croutons

14. Favorite day of the week: I dont know why but Ive always like Tuesdays, and Saturdays

15. Favorite restaurants: Donato's

16. Favorite flowers: plumerias

17. Favorite sport to watch: Xtreme sports like skateboarding, inline skating, etc. or plain football

18. Favorite drinks: Diet Coke with Lime, Dr. Pepper (but i cant have it damnit!) and plain diet coke

19. Favorite instrument: piano

20. Disney or Warner Bros.? Disney

21. Favorite fast food restaurant: checkers or burger king but now that im veggin it - i would say Taco Bell

22 Color of your bedroom carpet? Bone

23. How many times did you fail your driver's test? 0

24. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? my mom sent me this survey.

25 Which stores would you choose to max out your credit card? Hot Topic, Wal Mart, Big Lots and Bealls Outlet

26. What you do most often when you are bored? Watch Television or eat

27. Who will respond to this e-mail the quickest? no one most likely

28. Who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond? im not really sending it but i guess i would say hazel...

29. Favorite TV shows: all the C.S.I.,law & order SVU, everybody loves Raymond and Without a Trace

30. Last person you went out to dinner with: my mom and brother

31. Ford or Chevy? Ford..the new 2005 mustang!!

32. What are you listening to right now? me typing, my cats collar jingling and the tv in the next room and my brother spoon hitting the bowl hes eating out of ...and now my cats eating.

33. What is your favorite color? yellow and blue

34. Lake, ocean, or river? depends on the day..right now i like the ocean but generally i like all 3

35. How many tattoos do you have? 1

36. Married or Single ? single

37. Would you get married? yes if I knew it was right.

38. Favorite Holiday? Christmas

39. Favorite Season? fall/winter

40. Best Friends? Kelly, Hazel, Lauren, Katie W

41. Cat or Dog? cats although i <3 dogs too!

42. Morning Person or Night Owl? night owl.

43. Shoe Size? 9-10 depends on the type of shoe...sneakers or flats- 9 high heels or sandals - 10

44. Quiet or Talkative? generally pretty quiet but i can be loud

45. Zodiac Sign? Cancer - the CRAB!!

46. Favorite Movie ? umm all Disney Animation movies, Pirates of the Caribbean, Gladiator, The Patriot, LOTR, Harry Potter...i could keep going

47. Sunbathing or Skiing? Sunbathing

48. Cal Ripken or Derrick Jetter? cal ripkin was a better player but i love the Yankees and Jetter is hot!

49. The Job you always wanted to have? museum curator for the Louvre. Dont laugh!

50. Favorite Saying? it cant rain all the time ~ the Crow

51. For the war or against it? against

52. Chocolate or Vanilla Ice Cream? vanilla

53. Prefer Blondes, Brunettes, or Redheads? dark hair, brown eyes

54. How tall are you? 5'7"

55. The time that you finished this email? 1010am

Current Mood: stressed & trying to de-tweak
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